Shawna Atteberry

Baker, Writer, Teacher

What Is Worship?

Worship is not primarily about you and your bundle of felt needs, wishes, desires, good intentions, or a desire to escape dull or threatening realities of life through a swooning spiritual experience. “Worship is not about performance! The worship leaders are not there to keep us amused and entertained; they are not performers fishing for double encores. They are to guide us in offering a sacrifice of worship to God.” Worship is about God. We worship God because of who he is (Tracy, The Wesleyan-Holiness Way to Spiritual Formation, lesson 15). ” From “Spiritual Direction in the Wesleyan-Holiness Tradition” by Wesley D. Tracy in Spiritual Direction and the Care of Souls: A Guide to Christian Approaches and Practices.

I think this is why I lean toward liturgical worship. It is firmly centered around God in music, sermon, prayer and communion. It’s focus is this is how we come into God’s presence corporately. I also like how music cannot take over the worship service. So many times worship is reduced to music and singing, and that is only one part of worship. Public proclamation of the Word is also worship (one of the reasons I like the lectionary: reading all the passages for Sunday focuses us on the importance of God’s Word itself instead of just the interpretation of a passage during the service). The sermon is part of worship as is the prayers of the community, offertary, and communion.

The one thing I have loved about the emergent movement is its insistence on broadening what worship is and its communal nature. Corporate worship is “us and Jesus” not “me and Jesus with all these other people.” That’s one of the reasons responsive readings and readers’ theaters are some of my favorite forms of worship: it emphasizes that we are worshiping together as a community (as does singing, but I’m not great singer, and I love to proclaim Scripture). We are not sitting in a cocoon separated from everyone else (which is why I rarely close my eyes during singing–I like looking at the people I’m worshiping with).

What about you? What do you think worship is and what should it do? How do you like to worship with your community of faith?

To Save a Life Is to Save the World

I haven’t written anything about the Virginia Tech shootings because it has been so overwhelming. But last week I read this article in the Chicago Sun-Times: Holocaust Survivor Dies Shielding Class from Gunman. It tells the story of Liviu Librescu. He blocked the doorway into his classroom while his students climbed out of the windows.

After the Holocaust the Jewish people vowed never again: and not just for themselves. During Thanksgiving week the U. S. Holocaust Memorial Museum projected the images of Sundanese refugees on its walls—its exterior walls. There were standing in solidarity with the genocide in Darfur and saying “Enough!” Several Jewish organizations are working to stop the genocide and atrocities going on in Sudan for the same reason. They don’t want what happened to them to happen to any other ethnic group.

It wasn’t a country, but it was his class. As Liviu stood blocking the door, he was saying “Enough!” He was saying that this was not going to happen to his class. He did not let his students be gunned down. The Talmud says “To save one life is as if you have saved the world.” May be Liviu did more than just save a class—may be he saved the world.

This is The Kaddish: the Jewish Prayer of Mourning. It is prayed for the first 11 months after the death of a loved one, and then prayed on the anniversary.

Glorified and sanctified be God’s great name throughout the world which He has created according to His will. May He establish His kingdom in your lifetime and during your days, and within the life of the entire House of Israel, speedily and soon; and say, Amen.

May His great name be blessed forever and to all eternity.

Blessed and praised, glorified and exalted, extolled and honored, adored and lauded be the name of the Holy One, blessed be He, beyond all the blessings and hymns, praises and consolations that are ever spoken in the world; and say, Amen.

May there be abundant peace from heaven, and life, for us
and for all Israel; and say, Amen.

He who creates peace in His celestial heights, may He create peace for us and for all Israel; and say, Amen.

I'm Busy, So Here's Madeline

The book proposal is taking up most of my time right now. But I am reading some good stuff both for that project, and in the book I’m using for my devotions: Disciplines for the Inner Life (see the What I’m Reading Page). For the rest of this week I thought I would share quotes that popped out at me and made me think. The first is from one of my favorite authors, Madeline L’Engle.

When we are self-conscious, we cannot be wholly aware; we must throw ourselves out first. This throwing ourselves away is the act of creativity. So, when we wholly concentrate, like a child in play, or an artist at work, then we share in the act of creating. We not only escape time, we also escape our self-conscious selves.

The Greeks had a word for ultimate self-consciousness which I find illuminating: hubris: pride: pride in the sense of putting oneself in the center of the universe. the strange and terrible thing is that this kind of total self-consciousness invariably ends in self-annihilation. The great tragedians have always understood this, from Sophocles to Shakespeare. We witness it in history in such people as Tiberius, Eva Peron, Hitler.

I was timid about putting forth most of these thoughts, but this kind of timidity is itself a form of pride. The moment that humiluty becomes self-consciousness, it becomes hubris. One cannot be humble and aware of oneself at the same time. Therefore, the art of creating—painting a picture, singing a song, writing a story—is a humble act? This is a new thought to me. Humility is throwing oneself away in complete concentration on something or someone else.

So what are you reading? What’s making you stop and think?

Kurt Vonnegut

I would like to remember Kurt Vonnegut with his own words from A Man Without a Country:

For some reason, the most vocal Christians among us never mention the Beatitudes. But, often with tears in their eyes, they demand that the Ten Commandments be posted in public buildings. And of course that’s Moses, not Jesus. I haven’t heard one of them demand that the Sermon on the Mount, the Beatitudes be posted anywhere.

“Blessed are the merciful” in a courtroom? “Blessed are the peacemakers” in the Pentagon? Give me a break!

Blessed are the poor in spirit, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.
Blessed are those who mourn, for they will be comforted.
Blessed are the meek, for they will inherit the earth.
Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness, for they will be filled.
Blessed are the merciful, for they will receive mercy.
Blessed are the pure in heart, for they will see God.
Blessed are the peacemakers, for they will be called children of God.
Blessed are those who are persecuted for righteousness’ sake, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven. Blessed are you when people revile you and persecute you and utter all kinds of evil against you falsely on my account. Rejoice and be glad, for your reward is great in heaven, for in the same way they persecuted the prophets who were before you.

What would our world look like if we took Jesus and his Beatitudes as seriously as we take The Ten Commandments?

(H/T to Street Prophets.)

RevGals Friday Five: Dental Edition

Cheesehead and I are both laid up this week with various tooth maladies. This one’s in honor of us:

1. Are you a regular patron of dentists’ offices? Or, do you go
a) faithfully, as long as you have insurance, or
b) every few years or so, whether you need it or not, or
c) dentist? what is this “dentist” thing you speak of?

I was a faithful attender of the dentist’s office until I moved to Chicago. It’s now been over a year, and I really need to find a new dentist and get going again.

2. Whatever became of your wisdom teeth?

They were removed. That’s when I found out the vicodin makes me sicker than a dog. Nothing like hurling with gaping holes in the back of your mouth.

3. Favorite thing to eat that’s BAAAAAD for your teeth.

Probably all the that lovely chocolate I love to eat.

4. Ever had oral surgery? Commiserate with me.

Yes, two of my wisdom teeth were embedded in my gums and had to be surgerically cut out, hence the gaping wholes in the back of my mouth.

5. “I’d rather have a root canal than _________________.”

Go through my teenage years again.

Bonus: Does your dentist recommend Trident?

Don’t know–I need to find one here.

Blogs that Make You Think

Sally was kind enough to list me as one of the bloggers who make her think, and I am now posting a blog in response:

1. If, and only if, you get tagged, write a post with links to 5 blogs that make you think
2. Link to this post so that people can easily find the exact origin of the meme
3. Optional: Proudly display the ‘Thinking Blogger Award’ with a link to the post that you wrote (here is an alternative silver version if gold doesn’t fit your blog).

Here are five blogs that make me think:

The Dude Abides by Kathleen Falsani. I’ve enjoyed Kathleen’s writing since I moved Chicago last year. Her book, The God Factor, had just come out, and I read it and loved it. I also always catch her column is the Chicago Sun-Times. I love how she weaves together religion and faith with pop culture. For you nature lovers out there, Kathleen is in Montana working on a book, and she’s posting some fabulous pictures.

Sally of Eternal Echoes–I have a soft spot in my heart for Sally. I have clinical depression and have struggled with it for years while going through seminary, ordination and then on into ministry (sound familiar Sally?). She’s really inspiring me to start writing up my own experiences with depression. I plan on doing that once I have the book proposal on spiritual direction done. It’s also very obvious the influence her posts have on me as I am regularly referring you to her blog.

the merge, or as I know him Eric. Eric and I went to seminary together and worked together as well. We’ve been buds a long time. Eric is a church planter and has excellent posts on being a leader and planting churches. He also passes on great articles and resources when he finds them. But my favorite posts are about his daughter: she wants to be President one day. 🙂

Junia’s Daughter is Mother Laura’s blog. She is insisting on following her call to be a priest in the Catholic Church, and I have a great deal of respect for her. Sometimes it’s hard enough being an ordained minister in a tradition that has been ordaining women for 103 years (like the Church of the Nazarene, although for a time we forgot about our history of incredible women pastors, evangelists, and teachers), but to be doing what she’s doing in the Catholic Church just leaves me in awe. She always has thought provoking posts, and she has written some incredible stuff on redeeming the sexual abuse she endured. I probably should be referring you to her as often as I do to Sally!

Hugo Schwyzer who always makes me think whether I want to or not. Hugo covers everything from sports to teaching to feminism to men who are feminist, and always seems to be able to be theological about all of it.

I’m not going to “tag” anyone, but I’d love to know what blogs influence you the most. If you’re comfortable sharing with us, then please share!

He Is Risen!

Happy belated Easter! I was not online much yesterday. Our pastor reminded us yesterday that a lot of us live in Saturday: the Saturday of doubt, grief, and pain. Our Saturdays include job losses, family problems, addictions, or problems at work. But the Resurrection gives us hope. With the Resurrection God has once and for all broken the power of sin and death. Through sharing in Christ’s suffering, death, and now resurrection we have the hope that through God’s grace we, too, can have victory over our Saturdays. Not that it will be easy. We have to trust in God and submit to God, and trust God’s power and grace to redeem us. We have to obey what God tells us to do. But we do have hope—hope that the way this world is, is not the way it should be. The hope that God’s kingdom can come on earth as it is in heaven. Hope that this life isn’t all there is, and that this life has more of God’s grace and power than any of us believe. What would happen if we believed?

Good Friday

Christ himself bore our sins in his body on the tree.
That we might die to sin and live to righteousness.

Almighty God,
your Son Jesus Christ was lifted high upon the cross
so that he might draw the whole world to himself.
Grant that we, who glory in this death for our salvation,
may also glory in his call to take up our cross and follow him;
through Jesus Christ our Lord. Amen.

(From The United Methodist Book of Worship. Painting by Paul Heussenstamm.)

Maundy Thursday: The Family Meal

The Passover Seder was not a community religious event. It was a family meal. The family along with friends remembered and celebrated God redeeming them out of slavery in Egypt. As Sally points out in most traditional paintings and pictures of The Last Supper, we see Jesus with the 12 disciples. But we know that Mary, Mary Magdalene, and other women followed Jesus from Galilee to Jerusalem, and they were at the foot of the cross the next day. This means that they were at this Passover meal as well. Bohdan Piasecki painted this picture to show what the scene probably looked like. He added six women and two children along with Jesus and his male disciples. The men are also wearing prayer shawls.

As we remember the last meal Jesus had with his disciples, let’s not forget how Jesus redefined family. In Luke 8:19-21 says:

Then his mother and his brothers came to him, but they could not reach him because of the crowd. And he was told, ‘Your mother and your brothers are standing outside, wanting to see you.’ But he said to them, ‘My mother and my brothers are those who hear the word of God and do it.’

On this night Jesus gave a new commandment to his new family:

I give you a new commandment, that you love one another. Just as I have loved you, you also should love one another. By this everyone will know that you are my disciples, if you have love for one another (John 13:34-35).

As we gather with both our biological and spiritual families this season, let us find new ways to show them our love and the love of Christ.

Career Women of the Bible: Apostles and Prophets

Andronicus, Athanasius of Christianopoulos and Saint Junia

Before Jesus ascended to the Father, he told his followers to wait in Jerusalem until the Holy Spirit came empowering them to continue building the kingdom of God on earth. They obeyed him. Acts 1:14 tells us the disciples and “certain women” including Mary, the mother of Jesus, waited in the upper room and prayed. In Acts 2 the Holy Spirit fell on both men and women, and both genders were empowered to proclaim the word of God on the day of Pentecost. Peter confirmed this when he quoted Joel in his sermon that day: “In the last days it will be, God declares, that I will pour out my Spirit upon all flesh, and your sons and your daughters shall prophesy, and your young men shall see visions, and your old men shall dream dreams” (Acts 2:17, NRSV). As we have seen throughout this series, Career Women of the Bible God has never discriminated between calling and empowering both men and women to lead God’s people and accomplish God’s plans on earth. This will not change with the coming of the new age. Now God’s Spirit would not be for the called few, but for everyone–all flesh, and both sons and daughters would prophesy, only now in greater numbers.

In Galatians 3:28 Paul proclaimed that “There is no longer Jew nor Greek, no longer bondservant nor free, no longer male and female, because you are all one in Christ Jesus.” In Christ every human erected barrier comes down. Because Christ died for all, and all are saved through grace, there can no longer be superficial hierarchies of race, class, or gender. In Ephesians 4:8 Paul tells the church that Christ has given them gifts, and in verse 11 he tells us the gifts are “that some would be apostles, some prophets, some evangelists, some pastors and teachers” (NRSV). These gifts are given “to equip the saints for the work of ministry, for building up the body of Christ” (Ephesians 4:12, NRSV). Paul never says that some or all of these gifts are for men only. In fact, the New Testament goes on to describe women in these places of leadership within the Early Church.

Apostles

The literal meaning of apostolos is someone who has been sent with orders (Spencer, 100). The basic meaning is “messenger.” In the New Testament an apostle could refer to one of the Twelve. It could also refer to all of those “who had accompanied the original twelve from the time that John baptized until Jesus ascended (Acts 1:21-22; ibid).” This would include Barnabas, James the brother of the Lord, and Silvanus who were not among the Twelve. It would also include the women we have seen in previous articles who followed Jesus: Mary Magdalene, Mary, mother of James; Mary, mother of Jesus; Joanna, and Salome.

There is a woman in the New Testament specifically named as an apostle: Junia. In Paul’s personal greetings to the believers in Rome he tells them to “7Greet Andronicus and Junia, my relatives who were prisoners with me. They’re outstanding among
the apostles, and they were in Christ before I was” (Rom. 16:7). In the Roman world, Junia was a common name for women. Junia was assumed to be a woman by the early church fathers such as Origen and Jerome. In the fourth century John Chrysostorm said of her: “Oh! how great is the devotion of this woman, that she should be even counted worthy of the appellation of apostle!” Up until the thirteenth century when Aegidus of Rome referred to both Adronicus and Junia as “men” (he translated Junia as “Julian”), most commentators assumed Junia was a woman (the male form “Junias” is completely unknown in the Roman world). Since then there have been many textual variations trying to turn Junia’s name into a male form (Spencer 101-2, Grenz 94-5).

Another way that Junia’s role as an apostle has been marginalized is by watering down the translation of “outstanding [or “prominent,” NRSV] among the apostles.” Opponents of women in leadership positions have suggested Junia was only admired by the apostles, or she was well known to them. She was not one of their number. The word normally translated “prominent” is episeimos. Its proper meaning is “a sign or mark upon,” and is used to describe an inscription on money; “it implies selection from a group” (Spencer, 102). Coupled with the preposition en, which means “within” or “among” in the plural, it is clear that Adronicus and Junia are prominent or notable “from among the apostles” (ibid).

As apostles in Rome they were Paul’s counterparts. They apparently had witnessed part of Jesus’ ministry and his resurrection, and were sent by God and the church to proclaim this news in Rome. These two apostles “apparently laid the foundation for the churches’ in Rome, just as Paul had planted and laid the foundation for churches in Asia Minor and Eastern Europe (ibid). They would have done this through preaching the gospel and teaching the way of Christ. It is possible they were married and operated as a ministerial team like Priscilla and Aquila (Grenz, 96-7). This does not change the fact that Junia was named as an apostle. Since there is no mention of any of the apostle’s wives being named “apostle” simply by being married to one, it is safe to assume that Junia was an apostle because she functioned as one in the early church.

Prophets

As we saw in previous chapters female prophets who spoke God’s word and led in worship were part of Israel’s history and theology. The tradition continued through Anna in Luke 2 and Philip’s four unmarried daughters in Acts 21:9. From Paul’s correspondence with the Corinthian church we find that women praying and prophesying during services was an accepted part of the worship service in the early church. Paul does not condemn the women for taking an active part in the service, which would have included authoritative prophetic utterance of God’s word. He only exhorts the women to do so in a manner that will not be scandalous to outsiders. If they are married, they are to keep their symbol of marriage on–their head was to be covered with a veil or worn up as was the custom for married women in that day. This way they would not be confused with the temple prostitutes that were numerous in Corinth due to the temple of Aphrodite-Melainis. The temple prostitutes were identified by wearing their hair loose or shaving it off. Christian women were not to bring shame onto their husbands by looking like prostitutes, but were to keep their “wedding ring” on, and prophesy and pray in a socially acceptable manner. (For a great overview of the cultural and sociological context of these verses in 1 Corinthians, see my friend Mark Mattison’s “Because of the Angels: Head Coverings and Women in 1 Corinthians 11:2-16 and 14:34,35.)

Whether widowed as Anna, never married as Philip’s daughters or married as some of the Corinthian women were, Christian women continued the ancient tradition of speaking God’s word to his people.

Sources

Shawna Renee Bound, Your Daughters Shall Prophesy: A Biblical Theology of Single Women in Ministry, unpublished thesis, (© by Shawna Renee Bound 2002), “Women in the Early Church.”

Stanley J. Grenz with Denise Muir Kjesbo, Women in the Church: A Biblical Theology of Women in Ministry (Downers Grove, IL: InterVarsity Press, 1995).

Aída Besançon Spencer, Beyond the Curse: Women Called to Ministry (Peabody, MA: Hendrickson Publishers, 1985), 43-63.

All biblical translations are from the New Testament: Divine Feminine Version unless otherwise noted.